Defeat Before Death
Mask #260 of 613 — a wearable identity from X. Masquerade (2025), the sixth chapter of LUCI by Sam Spratt.
- Category
- Order
- Rank
- Seer
- Material
- Multiple
- Adornments
- Horns
- Region
- Monument Garden
- Attendee
- Masked Player
Observation
the savagery that is love lost torn to shreds the present agony amplified by an imagined future lost alone, again, forever looking as your replacement dances in your place in the masquerade that is love and the feeling that you were once special obliterated in a bloody mess never were and once what seemed like forever turns to never someone you used to know caught another fish in the sea and that sort of bs as you lay like a monkey in a dirty swamp, crying
Replies by this mask
- my mother wrote me an email and cc'd my whole family in '15 that said: "you're my biggest mistake in life, i wish i never had you, oh well" that was after receiving only conditional love our relationship has taught me forgiveness and understanding
- these are the best moments cherish them i failed 3 times over 24 years (2 divorces, 1 lt gf) and it hurts prioritize your partner the kids will be great if you guys are never say mean words and love hard and make each other feel special u got this
- intimacy is a disguised code for wanting to feel special we are not special except each of us has a tiny role role in serving the universe and thats what makes us special - not others feelings for us so we long to matter yet we are nothing
Revision
the aftermath is a new beginning be still, my kintsugi heart the universe embraces you with love resistance is futile